i'm writing this as i wait for a special someone to text me back hehe! i'm listening to men i trust and lazing around on my bed... things have been a whirlwind of crazy emotions lately so i'm glad to have this moment of calm to myself. i think it's partly due to the immense academic stress i've been feeling lately but i dunno other stuff has been happening in my life too so everything's just skjdfnakc IDK!!! but all things considered i am quite happy
i've been listening to a lot of maroon 5's old songs lately and i never realised how goated they were?? i feel like ive been missing out on all their stuff wow pop rock is amazing. best thing since sliced bread. my music taste has gone on a nostalgia trip this past month ive been revisiting all the 2010s hits too hehe really brings me back to an easier time
on a less joyful note i've been having sleeping problems lately and it's messing me up ugh i dont know why i've suddenly developed these symptoms it kinda sucks. i've always been a deep sleeper but recently i've been randomly waking up at odd hours of the night. i hate the feeling of being tired but not being able to sleep it's so irritating!!! for now it doesn't affect me that much though so i'm alright! usually ill just toss n turn until i fall back asleep or get up to do some work. i think i'm going a bit manic lowkey like my appetite has also changed so i dont know if thats a sign im gonna crash really hard after this so-called high is over but it's fine i should be alright for now... will update soon enough
- j